Episode Transcript
[00:00:00] Have you ever heard this phrase, crack your heart open?
[00:00:05] Or like, my heart was cracked open.
[00:00:09] You ever heard that? I had heard it and I thought, okay, I didn't. I don't think I really got it. Do you ever have those phrases where you. You hear the thing, right?
[00:00:18] And you hear the words and you can understand the words, like the language, but it doesn't necessarily land with you or you don't fully get it, or you don't live it, or you can't feel it. You say heart crack open.
[00:00:35] So for me, I don't know, it sounded. Come on, Bab. That sounded kinda like, maybe not a good thing. Like crack open heart. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Right?
[00:00:46] And I just didn't feel it until now that I felt it. And now I'm like, oh, is that what that was?
[00:00:56] And it really comes from. I'm gonna. I'll try to put the. The video below, but her name is Sarah, and she did a Joe Dispenza testimonial at some point a long time ago. And I just fully analyzed it to pieces. And her heart cracked open. She said, right. This is years ago. And I, I don't think I resonated with it. I think I. I kind of got it. I tried to get a visual. I'm like, all right.
[00:01:20] And if I remember correctly, her heart cracked open for the love for herself.
[00:01:27] And I thought, huh, that's interesting. Kind of cool, right?
[00:01:32] And yet now, from what I've sort of recently experienced, is that someone else can crack open your heart.
[00:01:42] And then the question is, is it cracking open for them or is it cracking open like for yourself or both? And does that person, she kept saying, like, have not nothing to do with it, but not so much, and it's more about you and your heart cracks open sort of for your own self. Love, Right? Or is it cracking open because of that other person? Or thanks to the other person. Right? Gratitude on the other person.
[00:02:13] And then so now what?
[00:02:19] So the visual, okay, Remember visual guy, right? So visual guy here, heart cracks open. I originally, and I swear I'm not being influenced here, was like an avocado seed. Like your heart is this avocado seed, which is quite simple if you've ever broken open on avocado seed. First of all, if it's not ripe, then. And it's, it's. It's hard, it's solid, it's compact, and there's not much in there. It's really simple.
[00:02:44] And yet visual guy that I am, I pretty much See everything visually except pepper and whether I like it or not. And so what happened was that this, what I thought my heart was, was an avocado seed. And by the way, I'm the guy. Hello. Hi. That's me. I'm the guy who says things such as, not such as. I say this exact phrase. There is so much love. I have so much love to give.
[00:03:11] I do. I have so much love. I. I honestly could thank my parents for that. And I just have unending, boundless, deep love. I truly do. And I love more than anything else is sharing that love, giving that love also. Because you might think brightly, but then you're empty of love. No, no, no, no, no. It is a mathematical wonder that I can give so much love and still get more from it. Because even in the giving of the love, you get love.
[00:03:40] And it's not like a give and take.
[00:03:43] Anyway, that's sort of beside the point because back to the heart cracking open.
[00:03:48] So the heart cracking open. I just. I didn't get it. You know, when Sarah talks about it in her video, I didn't really get it. My heart cracks open. Okay, number one, it sounds kind of painful. I mean, crack is like a quite a visceral, a little bit even painful word, right? Crack open. Oh, yeah. It sounds kind of. Does that hurt? Right, and here you go, ready for the visual.
[00:04:12] Remember the avocado seed, right? Especially like maybe an unripe avocado that is not, maybe not ready to be cracked open. Maybe it's just not the right time. Maybe it needs to ripen and mind more, mind others, you know, is it the right time? Is the. Even though it's full of energy and full of love, if it's not ripe and ready to blossom, then it's not ready to be cracked open.
[00:04:37] So there's pips.
[00:04:39] So on the inside. Here's the big takeaway on the inside of this. This is in my sort of meditation, in my thoughts, in my imagination and my visual mind, which it never stops.
[00:04:52] It wasn't an avocado seed when it got. When it got cracked open, by the way. The avocado seed, it's like a fortress.
[00:04:58] It's got like clamps on it. You know what a rivet is? Like a rivet on a ship. You got the steel parts and you get like a rivet. It's like a big thick nail or a screw or a bolt. It is just clamped shut, right? It is just. It's powerful. It's in there, the heart, but it's. You gotta have either some crazy force to open it or there's a couple other options to get in there. For one, there's like an audio version to get in and that can magically open up the heart. The audio. There's also a physical, emotional, but then there's. There's also a four number combination lock. Remember, I don't make this stuff up, right. It just comes to me. So there's also like on one side of the heart there's these four numbers of. It's like the combination code, like an old fashioned suitcase. And that's also how you can get in. But you can also get in into the heart or you can break open the heart with. I don't know, for some reason there's like microphone and audio in the conversation. So audio can get in to the heart. That combination of audio and well, physical. So some kind. And again, not the strength, it's a lighter touch even.
[00:06:14] But what's on the inside, what's on the inside of this cracked open heart? And this is the part that kind of amazed me.
[00:06:20] And when it, when I opened it up, when it opened up, when it was opened up, then what was inside was more like a walnut.
[00:06:32] So the walnut. Walnut. Such an amazing nut, isn't it? You open it up and it's like a. It's like a hive of a, of a universe of a microcosm of activity. You could kind of see it like a brain.
[00:06:50] Like a brain looks a little bit like a brain, right? Of activity. And I just saw like neurons and lights and connectors and there's so much going on in there and it's all just energy and movement and activity. And this is sort of the.
[00:07:09] I was gonna say the factory of love.
[00:07:11] Oh, cheesy.
[00:07:13] But that's kind of how I see it, right? There's this, this factory of neurons and connectors.
[00:07:23] And yet the beauty of the power of it is that it, it is a self regulating, self energizing, self powering machine.
[00:07:35] Even though machine sounds very mechanical. Whereas love, I think is, I mean, is love more ethereal?
[00:07:43] And the mechanical, Is it mechanical? I don't, I mean the mechanical heart, you know, plums, plumps blood and all that. But then, so inside there's this walnut and this is, it's just this fascinating, gorgeous, mystical, magical place where this heart is. Remember we started with heart is cracked open. Right? The heart is cracked open.
[00:08:09] And now what, now what if we think that his heart was this simple avocado seed and now it's this complex and yet, I don't mean complicated.
[00:08:23] It's that the heart is so simple, really. It is caring for others more than yourself. It is putting yourself in the shoes of others.
[00:08:32] You know, it's really the first one. Put yourself in the shoes of others and care more about someone else than yourself.
[00:08:39] Very simple phrase, very hard to do. Except that it's not hard to do when you truly love someone because then it's just automatic. Is this normal? And you want to give them the love that you have because giving them that love is empowering them, is loving them. And.
[00:08:58] And again, it's not the give and take. It's not, I'm gonna give this so I get back. No, it's not that.
[00:09:03] It's. I'm giving this because I want to give this. I'm giving this.
[00:09:08] Well, not to help the other person necessarily, but yeah, sure. But it's not the reason. Again, you want to give because you want to give.
[00:09:19] I don't even know if you want to. You just do.
[00:09:23] So my heart was cracked open.
[00:09:26] And inside I was surprised that there is not only so much love, which I keep saying, there is so much love, there is so much love, but there's so much more love.
[00:09:39] There's so much more love to be found. There is so much more love that I can give. There is so much deeper love that I can share. There is so much more epic love that I have to offer and to receive.
[00:09:54] That's what it is. My heart was cracked open.
[00:09:58] Fun, right?
