OK, too morbid?
Fine. You're at your future deathbed. At the time when it's OK to go. When you've accomplished what you wanted to accomplish in this lifetime.
So what are you going to do in the meantime?
Do you read or listen to books on Apple, Google, Kobo, or Barnes & Noble?
I am a life coach and have figured out how to regain control over my relationship with alcohol after 30+ years of drinking.